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im sitting here by my desk thats way too short for me eating instant risotto bc im sick. or idk i guess im not sick anymore. but i was sick for a week and i hate being sick and i still dont feel too well but at least i dont have a fever anymore. i really want to get started blogging again, but this is going to be a rly shitty blog update... no cute dekome or anything........
i think somewhere between oversharing on tumblr at 13 to completely going off the internet for years, i find it hard to by anything other than a ghost just reading other peoples posts. but i rly want to post i just dont really know how to. i find it super awkward. sooooo now its kind of just me jumping in the deep end and doing whatever i want ^^"
i think in some ways i feel like okay..... i dont rly have anything to say.....? but at the same time im nerdy abt a lot of things that i think others might want to hear about & i also think its fun to show my style and stuff!!
but one thing i think ill never get back into again, is being apart of internet communities...?? idk how to make friends online and i would feel completely isolated online if it wasnt for my irl friends being online too. especially in egl... im a total lonelita irl and online, i feel like theres some sort of community online but im definitely not in it lol.
what i hate most abt being sick is not being able to go outside and dress up but i think im fooling myself bc i wfh so i dont even go out and dress up much normally lol. but i am waiting for a battery for an old camera, so im hoping itll motivate me to dress up so i can take fit pics hehe <3
hehehe this was a weird rant but ill go now and drink some tea, byyyyyyyyyeeeee<33333
im sitting here by my desk thats way too short for me eating instant risotto bc im sick. or idk i guess im not sick anymore. but i was sick for a week and i hate being sick and i still dont feel too well but at least i dont have a fever anymore. i really want to get started blogging again, but this is going to be a rly shitty blog update... no cute dekome or anything........
i think somewhere between oversharing on tumblr at 13 to completely going off the internet for years, i find it hard to by anything other than a ghost just reading other peoples posts. but i rly want to post i just dont really know how to. i find it super awkward. sooooo now its kind of just me jumping in the deep end and doing whatever i want ^^"
i think in some ways i feel like okay..... i dont rly have anything to say.....? but at the same time im nerdy abt a lot of things that i think others might want to hear about & i also think its fun to show my style and stuff!!
but one thing i think ill never get back into again, is being apart of internet communities...?? idk how to make friends online and i would feel completely isolated online if it wasnt for my irl friends being online too. especially in egl... im a total lonelita irl and online, i feel like theres some sort of community online but im definitely not in it lol.
what i hate most abt being sick is not being able to go outside and dress up but i think im fooling myself bc i wfh so i dont even go out and dress up much normally lol. but i am waiting for a battery for an old camera, so im hoping itll motivate me to dress up so i can take fit pics hehe <3
hehehe this was a weird rant but ill go now and drink some tea, byyyyyyyyyeeeee<33333
